PCMA Spring Retreat April 12, 2025, Featuring Brad Wolf

What Does Christ Ask of Me?

Retreat leader Brad Wolf, editor of Philip Berrigan’s Ministry of Risk: Writings on Peace and Nonviolence, energized the 25 peacemakers who braved unexpected snow and jackknifed tractor trailers on April 12 at St. Thomas the Apostle parish in Palmer for our Pax Christi Massachusetts retreat, “Hope for the Long Haul.”  

After fellowship and refreshments, a warm welcome from St. Thomas pastor, Rick Turner, land acknowledgement, and opening prayer, Brad introduced us to Phil.

“In our time more than ever we need story for hope and resistance,” he said.  “Phil Berrigan was the author of his own story, which led him to his life of resistance.”  He lived resistance and hope from the 50’s till his death in 2002.

A brief chronology

Son of a socialist father and Catholic Worker disciple mother, he devoured books and learned justice.  As a soldier in World War II, he began to question the validity of war.  He also met African American fellow soldiers and became aware of the depth of racism in America.  He made the connection between racism, materialism, and militarism, looking “behind the curtain” to discern who wins, who loses, and why.  Impressed by his brother Dan’s life as a Jesuit, he became a Josephite father, and began his ministry among southern blacks.  The Cuban Missile Crisis inspired him to enfold anti-militarism work into his consciousness.  From there the injustice of Vietnam—sending poor Americans to kill poor Vietnamese—made more connections, and drew his activity.  Later his focus shifted to nuclear weapons, which not only threaten us all if they would be used again, but siphon money needed for the poor and destroy the earth.

But Phil didn’t live in chronological time, he lived in poetic time, wherein we transcend time and place, and cultivate a heightened reality and consciousness.  The poetic vision is created by intention, imagination, dreaming, reverie.  It is touched by grace and beauty and tinged by rebirth, and is necessary to move forward.  He knew the road to disarmament would be long and lonely, but chose it as a disciple of Christ, fighting what he called “the Lamb’s War,” a nonviolent struggle.  He saw his only choice as to live as a servant, no matter the odds or the setbacks, traumas, tragedies, and triumphs.

According to Brad, “Phil saw God each day not out the window, or up in heaven, but in each person … touched by grace and beauty, tinged by rebirth.”  He often spoke of the need to “go into the breach, the ditch, with the victims,” otherwise injustice will persist.

Lessons and challenges

Each of us creates our own story, woven from the threads of our individual lives.  We must be sure we create the right story.  Anything that exiles us from community, uses violence as a tool, is not the right story.  Authoritarianism seeks that we surrender our personal story to the collective.  Hold on to your own story.  We must liberate ourselves from and story that removes us from humanity.  If we see ourselves in poetic time, the peaceful future is possible.

Affluence can desensitize us by drawing our focus to our own financial affairs, so we don’t look at the suffering of others, we become indifference, not fully human.

We need to create a symbol of resistance for our time.  Gandhi’s was the handful of salt, Martin Luther King, Jr’s the bus boycotts, the icon of Vietnam blood and napalm on draft cards.  What is ours today?

Nonviolent resistance is not only our best choice, but our only hope.  Jesus never taught anything he didn’t do.

“Hit and stay,” is part of the witness.  The consequences are an integral part of the action.

The American church’s focus on worship rather than mercy, personal piety rather than social justice does us a disservice.  To be fully human we have to take in all the suffering, pain, death, fear, while also seeing the Reign that is/is not yet.

“See the truth.  Speak the truth.  Act the truth.”  

“Confronting evil is the ultimate task of the Christian,” according to Phil.  We cannot be silent if we want peace.  We must go forward and undertake our own ministry of risk.  It’s a call-and-response between God and us.  We may not be called to repeated arrests, but whatever our career or life circumstance, we are called.  Can we be “faithful enough to suffer; daring enough to serve”?

As Phil pondered for himself, we must ask the central question of life: “What does Christ want from me?”

After such rich input we greatly needed a break and time in small groups to process and break it down.  Some thoughts were: 

  • “Winter ends and spring comes”
  • “War is reciprocal slaughter.  Genocide is just slaughter.”
  • What in your life story was a turning point [to peace and justice work] for you?
  • Our early church was completely nonviolent.  The Doctrine of Discovery codified colonial violence. 
  • In Phil we know peace.  Then we preach peace, whatever’s going on.
  • Showing up where the victims are.  
  • We need to build communities of resistance.  Are we aligned not only with the hungry, but with the young and with the elders?
  • We take whatever we have and together we make a difference.
  • What are the unifying symbols of today’s evils we are resisting?  Carry the bodybag of a child in Gaza, modern Pieta?  Dress as Muslims do, in solidarity?
  • In the midst of the war in Bosnia-Herzegovina, the musician playing in the public square.
  • What is going on in us, as well as in the US?

More decompression followed as we ate a simple lunch, perused Campaign Nonviolence banners reflecting the different aspects of nonviolence, conversed, and simply prayed.

The afternoon session began with a prayer, “Pietá,” by local UCC minister Peter Kakos, followed by reports from Pax Christi Massachusetts groups, the Gaza Task Force and PCAN (Pax Christi New England Campaign to Abolish Nuclear Weapons).  We then watched the powerful documentary, “The Berrigans: Devout and Dangerous,” which brought Phil and his brother Dan to life.  Some pearls they gave us were:

“Be a rock in the stream.  Make them go around you.”

“Start small and stay small.  Meet physical needs.”

“Attend to each person as beads on the rosary.”

“You have to accept the consequences of your actions.”

“If what you believe doesn’t cost you something, you have to question if it has value.”

“Don’t get tired.”

Breaking into groups again, we asked ourselves, “What do we do in the face of the current reality?”  There are so many issues vital to our time, no one can be expert in them all.  We look to Pax Christi USA, our state task forces, our local group members for expertise, and support them as we can.  We nourish each other and spark ideas from what others are doing and saying.  We still did not find that unifying symbol.

We ended with prayer, then gathered “12 baskets of leftovers,” and left for home or to share the parish liturgy.  An appropriate theme as we enter Holy Week, we’ll be pondering, “What does Christ want from me?” for a long time.

We were fortunate to have Steve Kiltonic, reporter from “Real to Reel,” a Catholic Communications show in the Springfield Diocese covering the day.  It will be posted on the Diocesan YouTube Channel once it airs (TBD).

Click here for a copy of Brad Wolf’s retreat presentation

PCMA Fall Assembly 2025, Featuring Frida Berrigan

Attendees virtual and in-person heard Frida Berrigan on Hope and Joy, honored Peacemakers and listened to a Panel of Young Peacemakers on their work

Sixty stalwart peace advocates gathered at St. Susanna’s Parish in Dedham for “Cultivating Peace, Creating Joy—No Matter What,” the PC-Massachusetts Annual Assembly.  Another 18 joined in virtually.  

St. Susanna pastor Father Steve Josoma welcomed all and Craig Simpson acknowledged the land use. Irene Descharnais and Father Rocco Puopolo, SX, led all in a moving opening prayer with video, song, and the poem-prayer “Beatitudes for the 21st Century.” Father Rocco also also served as emcee for the day’s program.

Keynote speaker Frida Berrigan spoke (time mark 48:45 on video) with insight and humor on her topic of cultivating peace and joy. Although she started with a litany of things that might crush hope and joy—world conflicts, climate change, a bloated military-industrial complex—her tone shifted after she read Wendell Berry’s poem “The Mad Farmer.” (time mark 1:02:00). She offered several examples of what brings her hope:

  • Phoenix Project, a group of Israeli and Palestinian youth which are developing an actionable Middle East Peace plan
  • The recognition of Nition Hidankyo (a hibakusha organization, working for peace for 79 years) with the 2024 Nobel Peace Prize
  • Planting garlic
  • Community land trusts
  • Walks in solidarity
  • Multi-faith peace efforts
  • Gatherings—“Such a this one today, where people come together and wear name tags and drink coffee…and share ideas and feed one another temporal sustenance and buoy each others’ spirits.”
  • The arts
  • The human impulse to see a gap, a need, and do the hard work—“the list maintenance, the phone calling, the letters, the cataloging”—to fill the breach

She closed her remarks with a reading of the poem “Some,” by her uncle, Dan Berrigan, SJ (time mark 1:37:00).

During the question-and answer session following her presentation, Ms. Berrigan touched on the sacrifices her family made to adhere to their values as peacemakers. One attendee reminisced about celebrating Dan Berrigan’s birthday with her Pax Christi Metro New York chapter.  She said when he was asked how he maintained hope, he replied “by doing hopeful things.” Others shared their own sources of hope and joy and Ms. Berrigan reflected on each:   imagination, poetry, theatre, music, Earth, prayer, community, resistance, creativity.

After lunch the 2024 Peacemaker Awards were conferred (time mark 4:22:00). This year’s awardees are:

Barbara and Jim Allaire, for their long-time peace and justice work at Sacred Heart/Our Lady Collaborative.

Pastor Lauren Holm, who has shepherded not only her Lutheran congregation, but Greater Springfield Campaign Nonviolence since its inception 14 years ago.

Jennifer, James and Josiah Brunault, Western MA, earned the inaugural Family Peacemaker Awards for their individual and collective efforts; Jenn for her work with Pax Christi from a young age, Jim for his work on pro-life and disability issues.  As a family they support the Catholic Worker community.

Muna Kaldawi, a Palestinian Christian and a Board of Trustees Co-Chair for the Palestinian Christian Alliance for Peace, gave a brief, emotional retrospective on Palestinian history, and greetings from Palestinian Christians (time mark 4:41:00). “A genocide of people is going on and they ask for our active solidarity,” she said.

After lunch, the PCMA held its annual meeting, heard its financial report and elected members of the Board of Directors.

The afternoon panel (time mark 5:03:00) featured Young Peacemakers Maria Udalova, a senior at Brookline High School and a nuclear disarmament advocate; Edgar Hayes, a member of the Agape Board and Mission Council, an elder and lay pastor in the Hudson River Presbytery, and a cofounder of Freedom Farm Community in Mount Hope, NY, and Jeanelle Wheeler, who has deep roots in local peace activist spaces such as the Catholic Worker Movement, the Agape Community, and Pax Christi. They discussed what drew them to peace work and what sustains them. Ms. Udalova encouraged listening to people with other viewpoints and asked all to encourage young peacemakers wherever we find them. Mr. Hayes spoke of his work rooting out institutional racism, and Ms. Wheeler talked about the importance of imagination as we approach the work of peacemaking.

A short small-group discussion followed.

Frida Berrigan brought banners delineating the history of the War Resisters League, and exhibitor tables displayed information on Indigenous Rights, Catholic Climate Action, Agape, and Options for Actions. Fair trade coffee from Honduras and Phil Berrigan’s writing were available for purchase. Action items offered included postcards to the detainees at Guantánamo, postcards to President Biden about Gaza, and a petition asking Pope Francis to travel to Gaza.with humanitarian aid.